Hi, I’m new to this fandom so I’m not sure if this is where I should post this so if not just politely comment me and I’ll delete/move it. Ok, so I knew I liked both genders since I was about 5 but didn’t know any words other than gay and straight and was confused for many years, in grade 7 I learned the term bisexual and I identified with that for 3 years, I started realizing I liked more than just cis girls and boys and after thinking about pan for almost two years I learned the term omni and that really clicked. Here is why I’m writing though, I think I may be asexual but I am not sure. In early high school when people talked about sex I thought “eww, that’s so gross, I never want to do that, but maybe when I’m older I’d like that.” In the later grades when many people I know were starting to become sexually active I thought “Still not for me, but maybe I just got to meet the right person.” But now I’m an adult and I still have no desire for penetrative, oral, or anal sex(giving or receiving). I definitely find people attractive and want to fall in love, get married, and have kids (biologically or adoptive.) but not have sex. The weird part is I do like other erotic things like self love, making out, and I’m open to the idea of intensely making out naked, but not actual sex. So that is my story, I have almost zero knowledge of the asexual community and I just would like some help trying to understand why I feel some physical attraction, but not want sex specifically. Also I am really really sorry if this is not where I should have posted this and that I ruined this space, I promise I will delete this if anyone is uncomfortable with this post.